“Verdandi’s Spring”
Rev. Kurt Hohmann
Verdandi’s Spring
Paying Attention
- Spring does not shout.
- It begins in whispers.
- Never arrives all at once.
- Does not arrive like a parade.
- It does not announce itself.
- It demands patience and close looking.
- Nothing is obvious yet.
- You have to know what you’re looking for.
- Buds are barely swelling.
- Different from the easy attention of June.
- Spring seeps in.
- A softer wind.
- A longer afternoon.
- A shift in birdsong.
- Spring rewards the observer.
- Paying attention to the world’s unfolding requires:
- Practice.
- Patience.
- A willingness to look at what is not fully formed yet.
- Paying attention to the world’s unfolding requires:
- If we are not paying attention, we miss it.
- And missing it is not neutral.
- It changes how we live.
- What we pay attention to shapes who we become.
- It begins in whispers.
- Demeter and Persephone
- Persephone disappears, and Demeter searches in grief.
- The land withers into winter.
- Because the goddess of grain is not attending to it.
- Persephone returns, and so does Demeter’s attention.
- Spring returns.
- Lessons
- Seasonal cycles.
- Grief.
- Persistence.
- The idea that attention, or its absence, shapes the world.
- The earth itself responds to attention and loss.
- The Norns
- At the roots of the world tree, Yggdrasil, three beings tend the Well of Wyrd.
- Similar to the Greek Fates, but different:
- Fate is woven and stitched in.
- Wyrd is poured and swirled together.
- Urðr remembers what has been.
- Skuld considers what might be.
- Verdandi watches what is becoming.
- What is taking shape right now.
- Verdandi does not reminisce or predict.
- She observes.
- She sees even slight ripples in the well.
- The subtle shift in direction.
- The way one choice alters the pattern.
- She knows that what is becoming is not inevitable.
- But responsive.
- She pays attention.
- Early Spring is Verdandi’s season.
- Not because it has arrived.
- But because it is arriving.
- Buds are swelling.
- Soil is loosening.
- Light and warmth are returning.
- Nothing dramatic.
- Everything underway.
- Not because it has arrived.
- Tying to recent sermons
- Resistance is Urðr: what has happened.
- Resilience is Skuld: what may come.
- Attention is Verdandi: what is becoming.
- Not the past.
- Not the future.
- The present participle.
- Not just “is,” but “is becoming.”
- Verdandi’s name implies motion.
- Process / Emergence
- Verdandi inspires us to pay attention to:
- What is forming right now.
- What patterns are coalescing beneath the surface.
- She represents the instability and possibility of the present.
- Verdandi inspires us to pay attention to:
- Dichotomies
- Past vs. future.
- Winter vs. summer.
- Collapse vs. renewal.
- Verdandi reminds us that life is lived in the ongoing act of becoming.
- Not either/or, but process theology.
- Spring is not a date.
- It is a process.
- Justice is not an event.
- It is a process.
- Community is not static.
- It is a process.
- Spring is not a date.
- Verdandi embodies attention.
- The reality that we are co-creating the present.
- The present is not fixed.
- Still pliable.
- Not yet hardened into the past.
- Paying attention
- If we do not notice becoming:
- Resistance happens too late.
- Resilience weakens.
- Paying attention invites us to notice:
- The early signs of authoritarianism.
- Before it hardens.
- The early signs of burnout.
- Before it collapses.
- The early signs of hope.
- Before it blossoms.
- The early signs of authoritarianism.
- The three Norns sit at the roots of the world.
- We cannot attend to the present without:
- Understanding the past.
- How did we get here?
- Imagining the future.
- What are we creating?
- Understanding the past.
- Verdandi watches what is becoming.
- It is not whether change is coming.
- It is already underway.
- The question is whether we are paying attention while it is still becoming.
- We cannot attend to the present without:
- If we do not notice becoming:
Paying Attention to the Present
- Paying attention to current events.
- Reading the patterns as they form.
- Janus (Roman)
- The two-faced god of thresholds and transitions.
- One face watches the world’s events.
- One watches snowdrops push through frozen ground.
- Both gazes are necessary.
- The two-faced god of thresholds and transitions.
- Simone Weil’s theology of attention
- Attention is not concentration or effort.
- It is receptive waiting.
- A clearing of the self so reality can arrive.
- She called attention the purest form of prayer.
- Both political witness and watching crocuses become sacred practices.
- Attention is not concentration or effort.
- Pagan understanding
- Attention is reverence.
- Watching the moon cycle.
- Tracking solstices and equinoxes.
- Honoring subtle shifts in the seasons.
- Listening to the land and to our ancestors.
- Attention is reverence.
- UU understanding
- Attention is covenantal.
- Agreeing to be present for one another.
- Agreeing to witness suffering.
- Agreeing to notice injustice.
- Paying attention is how we remain in right relationship.
- Attention is covenantal.
- Paying attention is:
- Less about believing something.
- More about noticing what is.
- A refusal to sleepwalk.
- A refusal to become numb.
- A refusal to look away.
- But also:
- A refusal to despair.
- A refusal to miss joy.
- A refusal to miss what nature is doing quietly.
Paying Attention in Difficult Times
- Resistance requires strength.
- Resilience requires endurance.
- Both require attention.
- Not paying attention means:
- Being manipulated.
- Being distracted.
- Being overwhelmed into passivity.
- Constant attention to crisis can erode resilience.
- Doom-scrolling is not the same as moral clarity.
- Attention is power.
- What we are encouraged to focus on is not accidental.
- Outrage competes for our nervous systems.
- Fear keeps us reactive.
- Distraction keeps us fragmented.
- Awareness asks:
- Who benefits if we are distracted?
- Who benefits if we are exhausted?
- Paying deliberate attention is an act of autonomy.
- Choosing what we notice is a form of resistance.
- Noticing beauty is not escapism.
- It is remembering what we are fighting for.
- Paying attention means:
- Staying informed without being consumed.
- Naming injustice without letting it define the whole story.
- Refusing both apathy and panic.
- Resistance is grounded in clear seeing.
- Resilience requires attention to what is growing.
- Spring becomes a spiritual anchor.
- While systems strain and headlines flash, the Earth continues its slow renewal.
- Seeds split open underground.
- Sap rises in trees long before leaves appear.
- Life prepares itself quietly.
- Shifting attention to nature is not denial.
- It is noticing that life persists.
- Attention widens our field of vision beyond crisis.
- Philosophical perspective
- Hannah Arendt
- Thinking is a temporary withdrawal from the world in order to return to it more clearly.
- Solitude and observation prepare us for civic engagement rather than helping us escape from it.
- Hannah Arendt
- Neurological perspective
- Attention Restoration Theory
- Nature restores our directed attention.
- The kind of attention needed to engage difficult news thoughtfully.
- Time in natural settings literally replenishes our ability to face hard things.
- Watching birds can be a form of civic preparation—not avoidance.
- Attention Restoration Theory
- Circles of Attention
- Attention to Self
- Am I exhausted?
- Am I hardening?
- Am I losing tenderness?
- Resilience without inward attention becomes burnout.
- Attention to the World
- Injustice.
- Policy.
- Vulnerable neighbors.
- Shifts in culture.
- Resistance lives here.
- Attention to Community
- Who is tired?
- Who is frightened?
- Who is carrying too much?
- Who is grieving?
- Who is quietly stepping up?
- Who needs to be invited in?
- Who is tending something small but vital?
- What beginnings are we overlooking because they are not dramatic?
- Resilience grows here.
- Attention to the Living Earth
- Light returning.
- Soil softening.
- Birds reappearing.
- Water moving again.
- Hope is rooted here.
- Attention to Self
- The cost of not paying attention
- When we fail to notice:
- Harm goes unchecked.
- Burnout sneaks in.
- Relationships fray.
- Spring passes by without joy.
- Attention keeps us in rhythm.
- When we fail to notice:
- Idunn and the Apples
- In Asgard, the gods remained young because of Idunn’s apples.
- Through trickery and distraction, Idunn was taken away.
- At first the gods did not notice.
- Slowly they began to age.
- Wrinkles formed.
- Strength faded.
- Energy drained.
- Panic set in.
- Only then did they realize what had sustained them all along.
- They rescued Idunn.
- The apples returned.
- Their vitality returned.
- The lesson remained:
- Resilience was nearly lost—not through battle, but through inattention.
- Resilience depends on guarding what sustains us.
- Neglect leads to decay.
- Restoration requires awareness and effort.
- Questions
- What are the “apples” in our community?
- What quiet practices sustain us?
- What relationships keep us resilient?
- What signs of renewal are we failing to guard?
- Reminder
- Spring does not shout.
- Neither does a basket of apples.
- But without them, even the gods wither.
- Finding Balance
- Unbalanced attention:
- Numbing
- Too much news.
- Doom-scrolling.
- Despair.
- Bypassing
- Retreating into beauty to avoid responsibility.
- Numbing
- Spiritual practice is holding both.
- Remaining present to the difficult and the beautiful.
- Both are happening right now, in Verdandi’s hands.
- Unbalanced attention:
Closing
- The Norns, through Verdandi’s eyes, remind us:
- Resistance calls us to pay attention not only to what has broken, but to what is breaking.
- Resilience calls us to pay attention not only to what will endure, but to what is enduring.
- Spring calls us to pay attention to what is becoming.
- The world is loud.
- The headlines are urgent.
- But spring waits to be noticed.
- Beneath it all, something is unfolding:
- Light is lengthening.
- The ground is softening.
- Life is returning.
- May we be people who:
- Notice.
- Move past distraction.
- Stay awake.
- Refuse to sleepwalk through the season.
- Pay attention:
- To what is breaking.
- To what is healing.
- To ourselves.
- To one another.
- To the turning Earth.
- To the quiet beginnings already underway.
Practice of Deliberate Noticing
- In the week to come:
- Each day, notice one sign of seasonal change.
- Step outside at the same time each day and notice what is different from yesterday.
- When you feel a strong reaction to the news or an event:
- Pause and ask, “What is this feeling telling me that I actually believe?”
- In one conversation this week:
- Resist the urge to respond immediately.
- Let a silence sit for three full seconds before speaking.
- Spend five quiet minutes simply observing:
- Without fixing.
- Without judging.
- Without planning.
- Each day, notice one sign of seasonal change.
